Why does it bother me?
Even though the accusations are false?
Why does it bother me
even when I am not at fault.
Maybe, because its a mourning of a sort,
Mourning that will never end
because the one who is mourned is still alive
I have regrets though ,
that my time spent with you
was one I missed with my own
But I have to say
that I never spoke ill of you
that I never thought ill of you
But I shall tell myself to feel at ease
because I assume that you are at peace now
that you have emptied your heart out
by saying all those things to me
I hope it makes you feel better
I hope it makes you feel you have achieved
something fruitful
because , then I shall let go
by telling myself that at least one of us
have benefitted
